Oh man I could write about 10,000 words on this entry, but I'm tired and I have to get up to run in the morning.

Nevermind. I don't know what to say. I'll wait until later.

Sometimes I am just floored by the things people will do, and the justifications they will make while they are doing it. Then I realize that I should be amazed at myself for the kinds of things I will do in the face of God, with plenty of excuses.

Sometimes it is absolutely shocking what the best of all people will end up doing because it just seems so right at the time. Things that are a total abomination to themselves and to God. And they know it! They know they are defiling themselves! But then, geez, I do that same thing. This all may mean one thing to you, another thing to the next person. But something tells me none of it makes any difference before God.

I'm convinced that teaching does not affect behavior, only the will and the Spirit does. And the only one who potentially has a stronger grip on that than Satan is God.

Today I decided it was finally time to own a cell phone, and the abuse from other people has been harsh. I am realizing how easily the statement of one opinion (the disappointment of how people abuse cell phones and become addicted to them) is heard by other people as a completely different opinion (a derision of cell phones themselves). Therefore to a lot of people I am showing hipocracy.

There's got to be a life lesson in here somewhere.

Through an odd set of circumstances, a friend of mine happened to find this blog. If you're reading this, hello "Ginger." Hehe. I am astonished that anyone would find this, because by my last count, nobody had visited my personal webpage on the OU servers in a few months short of forever.

So this leaves me in a quandary. I don't want this to be something that is extremely easy to find, and therefore something everyone knows about. However, I don't want to simply hide it either. I guess I need to be a little more careful about what I say. But then, what's the point of a blog?